Our Elijah has an amazing birthmom. We were lucky enough to be able to see our "D" this weekend. We haven't seen her since Elijah was born. It was wonderful! Even better than I could have hoped for. She looked so great. And it was awesome for me to watch her playing with Elijah and laughing with us about all of the crazy little things he does. It means so much to me as a mom to know that my son will have those connections with his biological family. Knowing the stories of roots and background- are so important for a persons sense of who they are. I am so grateful for her willingness to be open- and more than that- I just love her!! She is just a neat, happy- amazingly strong person. And I am proud that Elijah came from such a courageous woman. I hope that I can raise him to make her proud.

We have been going through a hard time this week. I won't go into details because it is still too raw and fresh.But- I don't think I have ever agonized or prayed so hard for answers in my life. Literally. When all is said and done- I feel just sad and heartbroken- but at peace at the same time. I am so grateful for my relationship with my Savior. He is the only reason I can get through times like these. I am glad that today is Easter Sunday-a wonderful reminder of new life and hope after hard times. And the Resurrection- which brings promises of eternal life and eternal families. Hope you all are having a good Easter too.