The other day Kennedy was throwing a HUGE fit. I was trying to calm her down by saying things like " There's no need to cry- you're ok. You're a good girl...when you wanna be..." and things like that. I guess that I didn't take into account how much Kenna sucks up into her brain every time I speak, because shortly after she finally calmed down and I was working on wiping off the counters, Kenna comes up to me and says "You're a good cleaner Mommy...When you wanna be." Awesome. Yesterday was Kenna's official adoption day- but we are going to celebrate it tomorrow when more family can come over. I am just trying to get the last minute things done today...like buying all the groceries, making all the salads, cleaning the house, and ok..ok... I have to do EVERYTHING today. I am really looking forward to having everyone come over to celebrate with us. It's kind of hard for me to describe my feelings over the last couple of days. Celebrating adoption day seems like more than just a birthday to me. I love Birthdays and believe me I will NEVER forget the day Kenna was born and I got to see her and hold her and it was INSTANT love at first sight. But- adoption day is when I could officially put my fears at rest- and that point she was ours legally and I knew no one could come back and take her away. Then being able to go to the Temple that day and be sealed... no words can describe that. I used to be kind of jealous about parents who got to have the experience of pregnancy, and all of the different feelings and emotions that come with that. In a lot of ways it felt like a loss that I had to mourn, almost like a death. BUT- now that I have experienced adoption- I wouldn't trade the experience for anything in the world. When I married McCarrey-it was such a beautiful day- and looking across the altar at my new husband at the Temple was wonderful- and I always used to say that I wish I could repeat that moment in time. Well- when Kenna came we were able too- and being able to look across the altar onto the love of my life, and my beautiful, brown, baby girl was incredible. Well- I guess I have gone on and on enough. I have lots to do today- and I don't have much time. This has just been a wonderful week. Lots to think about, and celebrate. August is the month that my family came together. I don't think that anything can be better than that!
Look at us goofy kids! We have the most cheesy faces on the face of the planet! (I am sure that it had absolutely nothing to do with the fact that we were dropping off Kennedy with Grandma and we were just about to go out and spend the day together with just us...) Yesterday was our 5th wedding anniversary! YAY FOR US! McCarrey and I both had the day off so we decided that we would make the most of it. And a HUGE thank you to Grandma and Grandpa Hancock for watching Kenna all night! So-We started out our day by going for Indian Food! (My absolute favorite!) Thank Heavens I have an adventurous husband who is willing to try anything! He must love me lots and lots because he takes me out for Indian food all the time. We found a new restaurant downtown called the Star of India and we went there for lunch. Mmmmm! Then we decided that we would drive up to Park city and go horseback riding- which I would have LOVED- but sadly when we got up there they were full for the day and we weren't able to go. But- we consoled ourselves by doing the alpine slides and the mountain coaster. I really like the alpine slides- but I always get so nervous going on the ski lifts. I know it is dumb and ridiculous- but I just have this thing with heights and the whole way up I keep thinking to myself..."Well- if the cable has to break... I hope it breaks here because then I could land in those bushes..." or other irrational thoughts like that. We were able to talk alot though which is great- and I survived the ski lift. Oh my heck though! The mountain coaster is SO FUN! We had done it before- but I just have to say how much I loved it! I love that you get hauled all the way up the mountain on a track- like a roller coaster- so I am always close to the ground and don't feel like I am going to die. It is SO much faster and so many more dips and turns and SO fun!! We had a great time in Park city and got amazing caramel apples from Rocky Mountain chocolate factory. After that- we headed back down the canyon for dinner and a movie. We saw "Journey to the Center of the Earth" in 3D. It was fun and definitely a novelty having the whole thing in 3D. Then we went to Ruby River Steakhouse for dinner. Can I just say Amazing?! All in all it was an amazing day- and I was just so glad to be able to spend it with my honey! Sometimes it just blows my mind that 5 years has come and gone already! I am such a lucky girl to be able to ride through this crazy life with someone as wonderful as my McCarrey is! This is a busy week for us- our anniversary yesterday and adoption day is on the 28th! So many wonderful moments to remember and celebrate! Kenna's big girl room is officially done and I will have to post the pictures of it next time around. Happy anniversary McCarrey! I love you!
Today is our FIVE year anniversary! YAY! Because we are out doing so many things today- I don't have tons of time, but I thought this was pretty funny- and I will try and get some more posted maybe tomorrow. Anyhow- I went to the store with Kenna and I was looking for some ribbon to wrap a gift. I happened to see a bag of old fashioned creme drops that were fairly cheap. I LOVED these as a kid and was so excited to see them. So I bought them and was telling Kennedy how much I loved these awesome candies and how lucky of a girl she was that she got to taste them with me. I gave her one and she took bite out of it and said, "Mmm! This is good Mommy!" then she puts her hand up by her head like she is thinking and says,"Hmm... I wonder where the garbage can is?" HA!! I laughed so hard! She was trying so hard to please me by telling me that she liked my treat- but at the same time she was NOT impressed at all! i just thought it was a priceless moment. I could definitely hear her thoughts at that moment where she was thinking, "Ok mom...whatever! This stuff is crap!" I just love that little girl! Well I am going to go and have an AMAZING day with the love of my life! Happy Anniversary to me!